v sian these few days...feel like changing my blog site bac 2 my blogspot de...feel as tho my blog dyin like my soul liao...will tell u all when i decide 2 revert back 2 my old blog bah...

rotted thru lessons 2dae...almost fell asleep countless times durin hist lesson...den had assembly...cool assembly...had 98.7 come over 2 my sch...da 2 jokers, daniel ong & shan wee came wif 2 local bands which r THE SUNS & RONIN...heard 1 of my fav songs by da suns called cecilia...hey...whoever got dat song can send me?den the suns de lead 2 hyper den end up fell off da speaker when he attempted 2 be spider-man...landed on his rib...hope he's alright...goin 2 catch their performance next month...din really enjoy ronin's performance...quite vulgar sia dat albino...

den got back my hcl ca1 results...wah lao...dey suck man...got 29/70...den da small test got 10/50...compo got 30/70...sheesh...den went back 2 class 2 have ss test...diff sia...

den had choir...dance again...got some joker from sec2 & 1 tried 2 act cute...spray water @ me somemore...almost went up 2 hood dem...luckily i good mood 2dae...& i dun wan 2 get into trouble in sch...outside sch can tho ...

    finally can use da com in peace cos i juz left wif ard 2 tests next week...heheh...my dad bought me a new phone...let me tell u da story

    i came home ytd @ ard 7 & found out dat my sis had invited a bunch of frens over 2 watch some bollywood movie...went 2 bathe den my dad & i decided 2 go loyang point makan...ate @ da new food court...like got fewer ppl there liao...den makan finish my dad went strolling ard da shops...den he stopped outside da hp shop & started lookin @ da hps...den got 1 salesperson came up & 'entertained' us...dat was when my dad casually asked me 2 choose a phone...i kena shocked...den da guy intro me 2 my phone now...which is a samsung E730...den my dad suddenly change subject 2 gettin a bluetooth headset 4 his hp...den he fished out $220+ from his pocket & paid 4 everything...den went downstairs & he bought soap & shampoo...den he left wif like less den $5...den we went home...

    on da way home he told me not 2 leak a word about it 2 my sis & mom...wonder how long i can keep it from dem though...

   lazy 2 think of a title...so juz used da date...2dae had dental check...den da dentist see my plate thingee liao very confused cos he dun noe wat dat is...had 2 explain 2 him like a was da dentist & he da pupil...end up he only polished my front teeth...

   aft check-up i was walkin back 2 class...den da security guard @ da stairs stop me & ask whether i was upper sec...tryin 2 be humourous sia he...if i lower sec den why on earth would i be wearin long pants?den reach le 2nd floor da caretaker stop me & ask me why i wandering ard da sch...lol...explained 2 him den he let me off...

   rotted thru lessons until amath...failed da paper again...den my buddy from shenyang actually got full marks ...power sia...i m goin 2 read his paper & 'adsorb' his aura...

   aft lessons played bball wif bo...end up now i cannot get my 3 pointers liao...den rushed home & saw a rat scampering across da backyard...den went 2 cinema 2 watch movie wif tryphena, samantha & 2 more of their frens...watched 'I Not Stupid 2'...quite nice ah...got some parts almost cry den end up laughing...aft dat went home den kena bird shit on my hand juz outside my hse...makes my hand itchy juz thinkin about it...goin out wif a shotgun 2 clear dat stupid mynah away...actually 'laughed' @ me aft shittin on me...need 2 go chiong my hcl loh...tmw test...

   oh yah...found another phrase 4 every1...found it behind da calander...here's how it goes..."We cannot all do great things, but we can do small things with great love" - Mother Teresa

my buddy from shenyang went back on thurs...cannot believe i actually cried when he left...onli guy who cried there somemore ...gettin 2 emotional liao me...hope i will still get 2 see him again ...

2dae was actually quite a boring day...woke up @ 10 & rotted da whole mornin...oh yah...got nice cartoon on kids central @ 11...called zatch bell...something like shaman king...

in da afternoon mam called & said she wanted 2 come my hse 2 upload music into her hp...my mom probably overheard our conversation & attempted 2 counsel me & ask me whether i got stead & why always got da same gal(mam)wif sweet sweet vioce(*cough cough*) calling me...den aft dat say i cannot anyhow touch ppl...wah lao...do i look like a molester or rapist?  da conclusion was dat she can let me have stead but cannot affect my studies...lol...can find 1 den say lah...den when mam came my mom surprisingly din say ath...

aft dat went 2 meet bro @ bedok & wandered ard until a bit the v late...kena screamin over the hp again den went home 2 find dat i had no dinner...sianz...ate 1 packet of biscuit dat my buddy had bought 4 me...had actually planned 2 keep it until da day b4 it expires tho ...nev mind...still got 1 more packet left...

    whoa...v long time nev post anything liao cos 2 busy...my buddy from shenyang came 2 s'pore last fri & i spent like $70+ during da weekend liao...juz came back from sentosa with my buddy...

    a lot of things have happened from the last time i blogged but i getting a bit sian of bloggin...so i dun really feel like sayin wat happened...but i got new ambition!!! it is 2 be a photographer...took a lot of nice pics in sentosa...gotta study 4 my geo test...

       heh heh...think i am wierd...most ppl r happy durin this period of time cos dey probably got a lot of money from their ang paos...strangely...i find myself gettin more & more sad as each day passes...no idea y either...

       but this depression i am sinking into isn't like the 1 i had last year...i was troubled last year cos of wat was goin on in my life...but now i actually have no idea y i juz get snappy or sad all of a sudden...even juz listenin 2 some slow songs can make me feel like crying...haiz...dunno wat 2 write in my blog anymore liao oso...

29 Jan 2006

2dae was da 1st day of da chinese lunar new year...set alarm @ 7 but woke up @ 8...my mom got crazy ap again...screamed @ my every1 4 da smallest things...lol...wore my pink shirt...den went 2 my aunt's hse...

reached my aunt's hse den my mom talked 2 her 4 some time in hokkien (which my dad, sis & me dun really understand) while da rest of us were 'force-fed' wif new year goodies, den we went 2 my dad's real father where my dad spoke 2 him in cantonese where my dad laugh until siao...(while da rest of us tried 2 figure out wat dey were sayin)...aft dat went 2 my dad's 'father' & finally understood wat they were talkin about...but i was playin wif da new puppy...v cute sia...corgi breed...called sparky...

aft dat had got quite some ang pao-s den we went 2 thomson plaza & ate @ swensons...eat until v bloated...den sat my mom's car home...fell asleep on da way home den reach home @ 2+, rushed 2 da sofa & 'fainted' until 5.30...

had dinner den rotted ard...my uncle from guilin called...talked 2 him...say he gonna retire soon den come here 4 holiday...den my mom went nuts again...scream @ me 4 no reason...cannot be bothered wif her...saw my baby niece!!! she like only 1 week old...so tiny...but her fingers v nice...like pianist liddat...

24 Jan 2005

rotted thru lessons 2dae again...managed 2 copy finish my geo hw in time tho...heng ah...had assembly 2dae...sat there while some old lady talked about how 2 communicate wif da elderly...actually fell asleep...

had choir right aft geo lesson...wah lao...no rest...sing sing sing den mr yong tripped over da electric piano wire & almost fell...v comic sia...couldn't stop laughin...spread-ed da laughin disease 2 my surroundings...den robert, BM & edmond had waited outside da AV room until aft choir...

ended up walkin home wif edmond...bo had abandoned me when i was discussin da CNY deco prices wif robert...den walked 2 loyang point den edmond treat-ed me 2 a cup of tea...sat there & talked 2 him...seems he really is serious wif hy...but unfortunately he still hasn't seen her face...haha...he a bit very pa jiao...walked pass her every time in canteen yet dun realise her...

went home den my parents decided 2 go loyang point makan...saw edmond there still...had dinner den he went 2 my hse study his 听写...wah lao...give him dat time he like half still dunno...not very good ah...

23 Jan 2006

2dae manage 2 rot thru out sch...den aft last period had asked da class 2 stay back 2 do CNY deco 1...den some stayed...onli 4 15 min...den went home...end up onli 4 ppl (includin me) were doin da deco...did until 5+ den went off 2 TM 2 buy brush...come bac found da class locked wif no 1 inside...got caretaker 2 unlock den cleared up my stuff...angry lor...

got home den had planned 2 go edmond's hse 2 do deco 1...end up he onli came & took da stuff...talked 2 大哥 aft dat...haiz...dun wish 2 say wat happened...but got a bit of help from him...

oh yah...dat yeti went 2 choose me 4 da commonwealth writin essay...wah lao...need 2 write 1500 words...& da topics all like rubbish...haiz...a bit sad but happy oso...edmond managed 2 impress a gal in 6 min wif a bit of my help...wish i could be like him...go loyang point den so many ppl noe him & call him 'yan dao'...

made me wonder about myself...y i always care more 4 other ppl's feeling den myself...would rather trade my happiness 4 theirs...should i be more selfish?

21 Jan 2006

2dae cannot really rmb wat happened cos i got a bit concussed when i fell off xizo yao's bike when Bm,robert & xy went out 2 have lunch due 2 da CNY deco...my head actually hit a really sharp looking stone on da ground & i actually got stunned 4 a while...lol...

was doin da deco in edmond's hse until 5+ den edmond & robert went 2 da livin room 2 play chocobo on PS...watched dem play until so sian dat i fell asleep sittin on da sofa...woke up but dey still playin...den continued doin deco...rushed home on robert's bike @ 6+ cos i 4got about some book den da bike like smooth liaoz...almost fell onto da road...den 7+ went 2 T-mart again 2 buy dinner 4 every1...this time cycled on edmond's bike...felt better cos da bike like more steady...went back & ate but sadly still cannot complete...wowsers...i actually spent 12 hrs doin dat crazy CNY deco thing 2dae...edmond lent me his bike 4 me 2 go home...haha...nice guy...meetin him & robert tmw mornin 2 play bball in da morin...

sigh...feel like i m driftin away from my old clique of frens from 2r5...sad...startin 2 regret not chiong-ing last yr but instead did all sorts of crazy things like piercin my ear...but my dad promised me alr dat if i can impress him wif my results this yr he would let me do anythin which includes piercin my ear again (my whole family still hasn't found out dat i pierced my ear last yr), gettin me a new bike & lettin my go out as & when i like...sounds good...

oh...i almost 4got...i m an uncle liaoz!!! my sis gave birth @ midnight...my sis actually took photos of da baby usin her hp...look exactly like her mom...even got da same facial features...lol...like mother, like daughter...

20 Jan 2006

sch was boring 2 dae...dat yanti got prob wif me again when i was lookin @ my half-broken finger...she say until so crude sia...like i was pointin my middle finger liddat...

got back some results...haha...my liao zai test was better den expected...i got 18/60!!! lol...& my hcl holi homework got like 48/60 when half was copied from ck...& my emath got 18/30...quite disappointin...but i cannot believe dat i actually beat bo by 1 mark!!!

choir wasn't v interestin...supposed 2 do some choreography 4 da concert 1...but end up da steps a bit crazy & da whole choir was lookin more @ da table tennis team playin ping pong den @ mel tryin desperately 2 get ppl 2 look @ her & dance...end up she cried cos she a bit 2 stressed...lol...got josh & sandy 2 take over den idiotic alvin ran off w/o tellin any1...i swear i m goin 2 rape dat pig upside down inside out if i catch him doin dat next time...aft dat he dare tell me shut up somemore...seems like emmanuel din whack him hard enough...aft dat mel told me 2 get da choir 2 move 2 AV room...den i like some professional mover liddat...1 hand carry da keyboard while da other carry da box wif da extension cord, adapter & lots more rubbish...luckily jon & josh helped me...

got 2 AV den mel attempted 2 teach waterloo...but a bit confusing ah...so spent 1 hr plus learnin juz ard 10 lines...den aft dat about 2 go home den bo saw jerr & da rest playin captain ball...walked there wif him...den ended up playin...seems like jerr not really showin his attitude liao...but i think now he dare not get so close 2 me liao...haha..well he hasn't really seen wat happens when i become evil...aft dat played bball wif yish, amanda & their classmates...2 long nev play liao...all my special 3-pointer choppers all ended up air-ing...so pai seh...din even manage 2 score 1 ...

went home den my mom told me my sis gonna give birth 2nite...but i writing this @ 1am plus da next day liao still no news...yawn...gotta go slp...tmw need 2 meet edmond & da rest 2 finish da CNY decor...

19 Jan 2006

2dae in sch v sian...apex dat time saw girl guides dancin ard...wonder wat those guys standin underneath saw when dey looked up ...pervertic old man ah me...aft dat went bac 2 class & had SS...wah lao...i oso nev see ppl get TOTO wif my type of luck...da notes dat mrs cheong gave me got blank page...had 2 get another 1 & borrow from my fren aft dat 2 copy...

aft dat was recess...had planned 2 rot in class 1...but dat crazy mr sim went 2 4th floor blow his stupid whistle...den da ppl in my class all chiong out...den left edmond & me...we chiong until da sq. stairs there den realised nev switch off lights & fans...chionged back & switched dem off b4 sim caught us...he was busy blowing his whistle in da toilet...lol...

had hor fun den dexter gave me half da cup of his drink...seems like jerr still showing me his smelly face...haiz...was chewing ice when walk past mam...haiyo...is not i dun wan say hello...but if i did all da crushed ice will 'flow' out of my mouth like waterfall...

went back class 4 eng lesson...haha...dat ms. yanti v funny sia...everytime like got prob against me den talk about compo test fail dat time still look @ me like i fail liddat...end up she gave me da highest in class...lol...

went lab 4 physics...fell asleep there...luckily da tap juz beside...splashed my face wif water b4 i really concussed...

had geo aft da lunch break...din even noe wat was happenin...juz noe da homework see liao jiu give up...den aft dat stayed back 2 do da CNY decor...haha...grossed a lot of ppl wif my 'chuan qian li' burp...aft dat entertained edmond wif my puppy barking sound...lol...den went home aft dat

ahd aikido in da evenin...2dae's 1 not v interesting...& i a bit gong gong 1...which attack & stand where oso dunno...den got no slammin somemore...@ least tmw fri liao...got 2 find some way 2 go out...sian diao @ home liaoz...

18 Jan 2006

reached sch juz b4 it rained 2dae...saw jerr but i think he still tryin 2 show me attitude...i m NOT apologizin 2 him...he actually got angry 4 no reason & screamed @ me...juz becos every1 else couldn't make up their mind, so bo & i went 2 play bball wif da basketball dat was supposed 2 be used 2 play captain's ball lah...maybe i might have been a bit fierce when i told him 2 relax ah...but i think he mistook it as i wan 2 beat him up & he said i everything oso wan 2 fight...lol...den give attitude & juz storm off...wah lao...but i m not pissed wif him lah...i juz dun wan 2 see his childish temper gettin da better of me lah...IF i wanted 2 beat him up ah...i would have done it a long time ago lor...callin me 'fatty' everytime he sees me...lol...i noe i a bit tall round da waist lah...but @ least i m not so weight conscious lor...

but anyway dat happened ytd...so i dun wish 2 say anythin more about it...but he seems 2 be more childish den i think lah...got a feelin he told desmond & qin kai not 2 respond 2 me...lol...but i oso 2 bz 2 be bothered wif him...have like tons of homework not done yet...+ my emath ex book kena stolen by some retainee who was sittin @ my place durin the elect. geo lesson...my foolscap oso got a few pieces vandalised...sheesh...hope dey get expelled from this sch...& fail in watever dey do...nev been more pissed b4...

anyway 2dae's PE was siao sia...did some bip test...crazy like hell...run den stop den run somemore...sianzzz...made it 2 lvl 8 den died...but ah...wah lao...wei xian ah...he really hyper sia...made it 2 lvl 9...NEW RECORD in sch liaozzz!!! but actually i oso!!! highest b4 my class took was onli lvl 7 ...& i think my class actually thot dat i muz be some slow pig...most very amused when i actually made it 2 lvl 8...cannot blame dem lah...when was there a choir boy who could run faster den track ppl? LOL...

anyway i m goin 2 be an uncle soon...my sis goin 2 give birth either tmw or on fri...heh heh...my sis & dad called me evil when i said dat da baby shuld have been born last fri...which was da 13th...haha...congrats 2 myself!!!

15 Jan 2005

2dae woke up @ 9.45 but thot was 10.45 cos i was lookin @ da clock without my specs...den wanted 2 watch gundam seed destiny @ 11...but on TV den realised dat i was 1 hr early...so watched wateva nonsense cartoon until gundam started...den my mom came home & say she bought 4 tix 2 some christian concert on 12 feb...den i told her my buddy goin back dat day...kena scolded cos she say she buy tix liao den tell her...wah lao...not like she told me when was da concert lor...

den used com until 5.30...had planned 2 go out play soccer 1...end up tryin 2 do geo project but found out got no OHP marker...went 2 loyang point but dun hab...so ask bro but he say dun hab...ask me go his hse den he accompany me go whitesands...end up go there watch him play warcraft 4 one hour...wah liew...den ltr juz crossed da road & bought 1 set of OHP markers dat costs $6.40!!! wah lao...i goin 2 claim money from robert & BM liao lor...had 2 get bro 2 help me pay...so pai seh ...den went home & had some duck soup & salad...finished 3/4 of da duck...wah lao...so full...

14 Jan 2006

2dae woke up @ 10 exactly...like some alarm liddat...den sat on my bed for 1 hr listenin 2 US Top 10 while playin wif my 'tiger'...my dad bought it 10 yrs ago from esso...make my'tiger' dance 2 da music...cannot grow up sia...

aft dat went downstairs eat breakfast den my dad went out liao...den play NFSU on da com den completed it for da 2nd time liao...sian lah...so decided 2 dl music...den went 2 browse @ all kinds of blog...saw this pic dat makes quite some sense...its attached 2 this entry...saw it liao a bit depressed...do girls really juz aim 4 rich guys?i dunno how dat guy looks like lah...but i m sure my dad more handsome lor...but...wah lao...dat girl beside him is like...cannot describe lah...i will drool...but she sure won't be v ugly 1 lor...maybe it might be dat guy's personality dat shines thru?

end up my sis din som 2dae...me & my family went 2 some industrial area @ changi...got this food centre onli 1 stall open...but heard it is big stall...v nice food...ate hor fun, some crispy noodle & bee hoon...the food is ok lah...den saw my mom's students wif their family...aft dat went home watch monkeybone the endin...so lame...den my sis called & say when she give birth she put da baby here until weekend den take home...wah lao...child care centre ah...aft dat watched harry potter on da com...

oh yah...i whole day haven bathe yet...but rot @ home da whole day oso not v dirty...enjoy da pic bah...

13 Jan 2006

yay!!! weekend le...but dat means my disgusting sis might be comin tmw...haiz...which makes me wonder y i dislike her dat much now...

bo din come 2 sch 2dae...seems he fall sick until quite bad...which oso causes me 2 think about the fact dat i m actually quite a zi bi in sch now...wonder who really is my true fren...sigh...

well...trying v hard 2 be a nerd...but it seems dat my mom juz can't leave me alone...cos i juz finally got a chance 2 play da com den she scold me say i everyday play onli...well...if she could juz shut up 4 some time, maybe she will understand dat switchin on da com doesn't always mean dat i m playin games...which oso makes me wonder how carefree my life would be if my sickenin mom & sis weren't on this planet...haiz...who can really say dat i m their fren when i m in need? i wonder...but maybe i m juz meant 2 be a zi bi on this disgustin place...jeez...mother screamin @ me again...says dat if i play com sometimes still can...yeah right...being a hypocrite...bleh!!!

12 Jan 2006

woke up late 4 sch 2dae...end up juz changed & dashed out of sch...den reach sch early...

reach sch le da 1st period is apex...some CO performance dat ended like halfway...den aft dat was geog...quite fun lah...@ least 2dae's lesson din make me bored...

den recess liao...had gone 2 da locker cos i took my chem book instead of my physics book...den saw bo...he like half-dead liddat...got a bit gay when i tot he depressed & hugged him...den realised he oso fall sick liao...followed him back 2 his class den sit there & rot while he lie down on 2chairs & rot...den went back 2 my class...rotted thru da rest of da day...luckily 2dae da attitude prob eng teacher din nonsense me again...last time she accused me of eatin sweet in class when in fact i was pickin up da sweet wrapper cos it flew away (the sweet was eaten b4 her period da previous day lah)...den aft dat accuse me of sms-ing under da table when in fact i was really rotting away...i dun bring hp 2 sch anyway lor...den later she choosing some vocab rep. den purposely skip my name on da class list...lol...

had lunch den went bac 2 class 4 physics...den robert, BM (butter moron) & i self-entertained us wif da phrase 'wa la ji'...cos i had poked BM den he turn around & said 'wa la ji' wif his hands like squeezin sth...end up da phrase bacame some new type of chicken meal sold @ KFC...wah lao...laugh until choked on my saliva & stomachache...den mr. lim said:'Can those 3 boys sittin behind, on da right, stop talkin so much?!' wah lao...scare me sia...but not me lah...being da nice person i m who picks up flyin sweet wrapper but gets accused of eatin it, mr. lim was really referring 2 da other trio beside da 3 of us...

aft lesson saw zhi hao & xiang bin den purposely walk past bo's classroom which was like da other end of da sch cos we wanted 2 see him lah...see he like in class still ok ok 1 leh...but he got leeson until 3...den zhi hao act mute try & persuade him in sign language 2 go his hse aft dat play ps2...dragged him out of da sch den went home liao...

reach home liao had some cereals 4 lunch cos lazy 2 cook...den rotted ard until i finally decided 2 write this entry...gtg liao...need 2 go aikido...aiming 4 black belt @ da end of this yr...

11 Jan 2006

2dae actually quite boring ah...but becos i dun wan 2 4get about my blog ah...so i decided 2 write 1 lor...mornin went out 2 da bus stop den saw this sec 1 boy attempting 2 wave 2 his parents across da street on da like 5th floor of da HDB flat...joker...

managed 2 last thru sch without fallin asleep like on mon...i had actually taken my flu medicine which is like a sleepin pill...luckily i din take it 2dae...den aft sch got some MOE test...finished it in 30 min altho da paper is 1hr 30min long...fell asleep aft dat den realised i drooled on da paper...jump up & tried dryin my paper...luckily collect dat time my saliva dried liao...

went 2 zhi hao's hse aft dat den sat there watchin him play castlevania & POP b4 we play burnout...he say we lose den cannot play...lol...his ps2 lor...if we can win him of course is he lousy lah...so end up me & bo kena thrashed den switched 2 naruto...play until 7 den me & bo went home...

reach home saw got a packet of 烧肉饭 which was meant 2 be my lunch...ate it den went out wif my dad & sis 2 Loyang Point where i ate chicken chop...den my sis told me my disgustin pregnant sis most likely movin in soon...wah lao...gotta find a way 2 not come home so early liaoz...eh 大哥...if u readin this can let me go ur hse aft sch 2 study cos i dun wan 2 see her smelly face everyday aft sch?plz?thx hor...

my mom juz got her new car 2dae...its a Nissan Latio...kiasu sia she...buy da premium edition 1...den now my dad oso thinkin of sellin his van 2 buy a new car oso...

8 Jan 2006

haiz...been 2 days since i gone on my 'walkabout'...writing this @ 2.30 in da moring...juz can't sleep...oso can't find da meaning in life...maybe it really is juz eat, drink, breathe & sleep aft all...den there is death...juz found out dat my bro-in-law's dad's cancer has spread 2 his diafram (dunnoe how 2 spell)...pretty many ppl i noe gettin cancer...seems like its gettin more & more popular...might juz be da no.1 killer 4 all i noe...den mam got some sad news...wish i could help her...but i ain't God...all i can do is pray 4 those ppl...

God bless every1...